Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.
Have you ever feel you always waiting for something you really want? Something in your life you desperately craving in your life. Doesn’t matter it is small or large you really want it so bad. Then it comes into you believing it in a way it makes you even lonelier and isolation. When someone in your life that means a lot to you just got what you are already craving for in your life. Some point you start to compare yourself to that person which you never thought in your life would ever compare to.
I have a friend that just got into a relationship just a week ago. By the way his name is Colton Ellis. They just started to tell everyone about their new relationship. What I call them “New Found Boyfriend and Girlfriend”. I am so happy for them and I know they make a cute couple. I am so happy for my friend. But, I am trying to find a person for me to be in a relationship with I start to feel jealous of her and compare myself to her. Which I don’t understand why I am comparing myself to her. But When I get this feeling of “When is it my turn to have a relationship with someone”. I have been waiting for my entire life for someone to ever look at me and like me back. I don’t understand why my friend just got into a relationship and it comes easy for her. But for me, it doesn’t come easy for me. This is the time when I compare the most. Don’t give me wrong I am so glad that she already find a guy that likes her back. The guy is so sweet and kind that made me also compare to him because I can’t find a sweet and kind person that likes me back. It hurt me so much I just Don’t know what to do.
What do you think I should do in this Situation? Do I talk to them together what I am feeling?
I just Don’t want them to feel like I am the third wheel when I hang out with them and I am always jealous of them. Which I don’t feel jealous that much when I am around them its when I just get done hanging out with them I get jealous because sometimes in the week she stays over at his place all throughout the night.
Back to the Bible Verse, I think God wants me to try to stay positive in my life and be grateful for what I Do have in my life. His understanding of waiting is different from mine. I hate waiting. Do you hate waiting as much as I do? But I kind of have to because it is up to one and only Jesus Christ. He knows my path for my life. Do you think Jesus Christ Like us to compare each other? I honestly don’t know.
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