Hey there I am now reflecting on how much I have grown into a woman. I have experience how much life can bring to me. Through out the hard times and the good times but I have made my decision on what to do with my life. I want to help people with my writing and or being a social worker. I don’t know which one would be the one for me but I know god wants me to help people no matter what. I have this feeling inside of me that tells me to go for what you are truly want in life. I have a gut feeling that god is calling me to help and to spread god word all around the world. I want to go to a place that have orphans and tell them that they are special inside and out. I know that god wants me to do this. I called Fr Joe who is a preacher at my church back in dallas TX . He said to forget the past and go for your limit which I am going to do right now. I told god that I want him to forgive me what I have done in the past and he forgave me . I really want to start to gain faith in god and live a happy and healthy life. I am writing to you because I have a new found prospective of life and I want to vent out to you guys. I love you guys.